Monday, April 13, 2009

Don't Write Yourself Off Yet...

...Please Don't.

We all make choices. Some good, some bad. And some that can change the outcome of the rest of our lives. I am living with a choice that will test my patience and composure. Sometimes things get better, and then again, they don't. We ask "why does this happen to me?" or "How long do I have to endure?" I am a firm believer that we are not products of what happens to us. It's about how we handle it. What we do after it happens that defines us. Moving to the gates of hell was probably the worst financial move anyone could make, but I wouldn't be who am I today otherwise. I wouldn't care about the arts. I wouldn't be considering the things that now run through my mind. In my personal life, I've had success' and failures. Some on my part, and some out of my control. Yet every time I go from with to without, I learn something more about myself. Is it smart to throw away a perfectly good thing for the unknown? You'll never know until you try. I've tried and regretfully learned that the constant is easier. But who I may become is better than who I thought I might be. I had a lot of time on my hands this weekend. Plenty of time to drum up an idea.


Usually on Friday at my job, a bunch of us buy some candy to celebrate the end of the week. I usually buy a small bag of Kit Kat Bars. They usually are the first things to be gone from the bowl. I wonder if Andy Bernard would like them...



Give me a break.
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