I've never been in a place in life where everyone around me is supportive and behind whatever decision I may make. Times in my life, people have always been supportive. But the voice of reason has always poked it's head in. There was always one or two people who would tell me I was crazy. Tell me that I was completely out of my mind. Keep me in check. I can see why celebrities and professional athletes are crazy. Their entire lives are full of people putting them on pedestals, telling them they can do no wrong and patting them on the ass. I'm weary of future decisions due to my lack of reason in my life.
My life now...
"I'm thinking about doing xyz..."
"That would be great, you should totally due that."
My life one year ago...
"I'm thinking about doing xyz..."
"Are you crazy? You're going to hate that shit."
Call me crazy, call me what you will. A romantic. Someone lost in thought. But I wonder if I'm crazy. People have always felt they had to put their two cents into my life. Maybe it's a good thing I am where I am today. I can make a move for myself. Only be patted on the ass for once. Told I can do no wrong. It might be cool. Or I might turn out like...
"Would I rather be feared or loved? Both, I want people to be afraid of how much they love me." - michael scott
Current Music - blink 182
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